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Monday, February 25, 2008

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In Pyhsics relief-ed class.

Sometimes, I wonder why I'm not able to open up my heart to others.
I'm too cruel, selfish, arrogant and so on. I don't wish to be like this, I'm stuck.
Random.


Faire La Fete! Or also known as Aesthetic Night whereby the four
CCA groups namely, The CO, Band, Choir & Dance and some other talented
people put up an excellent show to raise funds for the needy students in our
school and also to advanced certain things in our school (Hopefully the idea
of airconditioning the graduating classes will be confirmed!). I really enjoyed myself
that night and I truly felt the "woodgrove spirit" on that night. I'm happy and glad
that most of my friends turned up and supported us although all of us have
performed in school in various events. Happy lah seh! So fun! haha.

I'm seriously stupid.
I didn't even remember to bring my camera.
Then now I have no pictures to update on Faire La fete.
But instead, I helped people take their pictures. DARN.
& I'm glad someone messaged me that night for god knows
how long he didnt msg me. Thanks youuu! :)

So earlier on that day, went to school and caught flu.
Brought home instrument and got prepared to go to Caroline's place
to have lunch and put on our lenses together. After all that, took cab
to Republic Poly (Cultural Centre) and met up with the school there.
My hair were too tidy till some of my friends can't even recognise me!
daymn! It's okay. haha:)

Band members had some problems here and there.
Crying here and there. but case close! haha. I remember Mr Sim's saying
" A GOOD HUMAN BEING CAN ADAPT IN ANY SITUATION "


Had rehearsal and stucked in the dressing room with many many people.
Very chaotic and noisy but we got the hand of it. It's fun la. Really. Had lunch
and saw some NCC boys, tried not looking at them but Nashiir already saw me
and you know him, will keep on teasing. Yeap, I ignored. Don't have time for his nonsense futhermore, I need to have my dinner fast.

The show started! I knew many of students that I know are watching which
makes me more nervous. Arif, Dani,Naddy, and of course, MANY MORE.
It's a great and joyful nite, just like how we enjoyed our Giovialita!
GREAT JOB PEOPLE.

Had dinner with parents and Tante and then home sweet home.
The next day, a bad morning. Was late for Madrasah.
Skip skip skip. Got home, rested and around 4pm, woke up and
got ready to go to Harith's Bbq Party! Fun! Played hide-and-seek
whereby I got my hips stuck in between a car and a wall.
Lina & Steph knows how funny it was! hahaha. :)

Stayed there till almost 10pm then headed home to prepare
school stuff. Planned not to go to school but somehow, something
made me wanna go to school. lols .

So today, monday.
Thanked god the School team Vs tkt match postponed.
If not, I can't watch due to band practice.
Sec 1's came today to help out here and there.

TIRED.
I'm angry with someone.
real angry.


Friday, February 22, 2008

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ART KILLS.

Thanked god it's Friday!
School started out fine but Zhi Wei irritates me.
Thanks for sweeping my leg and made me pissed.
How dare you to shout at me back. DIE ah Zhi Wei.

Nevertheless, he's ain't in my row in class, so I had peace.
Sitting with Syahiran & Asyraf is fine with me. But c'mon,
talk more. It's too quiet down there. Thanked god there's
Al-Zul near to us, cum Nabil. :) School's fine like usual.

Friday is a fun day. Why? Reason is,
2 periods of E Maths, 2 periods of Boring Malay
and 1 period of English. Recess and 3 periods of Art.
And that's the end of the day. How awesome?
My drawing sucks to the core. Really, that drawing,
don't even look like me! Ughs! It looks horrible.
Loove spending time with classmates in art room actually.
Today during art lesson, have been laughing my arse out
rather than yesterday. Wasn't in the mood riggggghht.

So after school, headed down to class and packed beg.
Then headed home since there's nothing to do and no one
to be with. Humphs. Nevermind, It's okay. haha. :)
Reached home around 1.2opm. Early right? Yeah, cause school
ends at 12.30pm :)

Bump into some boys and one of 'em insist to send me home.
Well, turned down the offer lah. Then walked home alone,
enjoying the breeze when the scorching hot sun irritates me.
Got home, had my lunch and now blogging & doing my art.
My art sucks, but with the help of some of my friends and myself,
I can do it! Jia you! :)

Common Test.
What a relief. Passed my Malay.
Which means, I passed all subjects.
Alhamdulillah.

Tomorrow is Faire La Fete ( is that the spelling?)
Celebration is the meaning. What the fooking hell am I
talking about? Yeah, it's Aesthetic Night, that we've been
putting in darn lots of time and effort to make the show
possible. And ofcourse, FUNDS! :) Need to fall-in at 8am tmr.
Irah and to all other perofmers, GOOD LUCK :)

Heyhey,
I realised that I'm a good mood today despite being angry
over some issues that I should not even bother. Idk why.
I'm not trying to say that I'm jealous, which I'm definitely not.
But, seriously angry whenever I see them together. wtf la irah.

Real mad alright. =.=

Somebody told me that *he was shocked and kept on
refusing to accept the fact that I am still waiting for him.
*He told that somebody that I'm attached. Somebody told
*Him that I'm not already. *He still refused to believe.
It's going to be 1 Year of waiting, so all those words don't lie.
Please believe and make this 1 Year of waiting worth. <3

See Irah, Alaah, Idk what to say la.

And today, one of the thing that made me go `weeee
was that Mr Cheng actually smiled at me! haha. I
rah Irah, wassup siaks?

Fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars. :)
Alright Kiddos, that's all. Gotta continue with my darn art!
Gonna make it look like me right now! But HOW? alamakkkk.


Wednesday, February 20, 2008

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We both had a fight say.. Monday or Tuesday.
Had a fight in class which includes some other classmates.
Well, my name were used to shut one of the girl's mouth in class.
So, what I did was explain to that noisy girl that I didn't say that.
Then Fee shouted at me saying don't give that face and stuff.
So yeah, shouted back at her and scolded one of the boy for using
my name and stuff. Then Fee cried.
Reason being, she felt guilty for shouting at her Bestie
when her Bestie is seriously, INNONCENT.

Yeah, Innocent indeed. I was concentrating on my physics work sia.
-well, not literally fight, misunderstanding I suppose.

Settled things and that noisy girl, lesson learned I suppose.
Sorry for the noise in class 3N2.

Didn't play the Floorball match yesterday.
But I'm back on action starting from today onwards.
Haha, was kinda lazy and wasn't in the mood to play
for the past few days. Well, somebody bang into me
and I fell. ` Macam nangke busok siols.
Anyways! Yeah, got one with the helped from Jannah
and laughed cause embarassing sia. huahua.

Supposingly, the 3e3 people can't make it, so we won ah.
Then suddenly they come so our match was the last match
so we have like alot of supporters coming from other classes
who had the matches on before ours. So, we kinda have support
from the 3 technical classes and the Express supported 3E3.
shitas, it's a draw. It's okay. Had fun actually!

Yesterday, went to support my class.
So, after the game, we combining with the tech guys
played floorball till 5.30pm. Fun la. Alyssha and I were
scared to go back stage to take sticks when we can open the
lights. yeahh, hold hands! haha. kekeks.

Next game, tomorrow, against 3N1. :)

Today, after the match, was suppose to attend sectionals
but was eshausted so, sorry for not turning up. Wasn't feeling
that good today too. Got home and rest.

Mathematics. Man, that subject sure made my blood go
upstairs! haha. But at times, I find maths pretty cool and fun.
I mean, although it's complicated & hard like !@$%#!@, but it's the
satisfaction you felt when you are able to finish up or even
understand how to do a difficult sum. Cool huhs? Maths, make me love you!
=.= It's stressing for me, feeling that I failed my Maths common test.
Cause I've been doing well for all the 3 class test for this term and
failing a common test? A big nono actually. Not being proud or
saying that I'm clever, but it's like "well done irah! for 3 years in sec
sch life, I've been failing ALL my maths test & exams
" Yeah, job well done for doing fine now. :) aku happy laah.

Miss Lee, thanks for pinching me alot today during our Maths project
presentation kays? Haha. And ya la cher, you everyday pretty la.
Don't send me to detention for saying that you're only pretty TODAY.
kembang ah cikgu nie tsktsk.

Physics, Mr cheng is soooooooo weewit. huahuuahua.
OK SHHH MANNNN

COMMON TEST. Eng, pass? I think so.
Geography, passed.
Chemistry, passed.
Pyhsics, passed.
Others, have not receive.

Mannn, Im loooving that song on Alyssha's blog.
What's more, the dances are dancing to it. COOLIOS.
shiiokkkk siaks.

Okay, the post gets lamer and lamer huh.
Yeah, hell I know.


:)

hahah, okay la.
HAPPY YOU KNOW.
Some people looked forward for Aesthetic Night
to see me perform. lols. thankyou korangsssss :)

Dani boy! whered you go?
huahahua.
James Junior is next to me! k lame.


Sunday, February 17, 2008

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Just post this for fun.
Si ku, you look so girlish in my old specs.
huahuahua. Aku rindu kau la sia.


A brand new week a brand new day.
Same faces.

I hate morning assembly.
I hate waking up early every morning.
I hate being force to work.

School, I try hard not to hate it.
Well, I love school, but I hate deadlines with a passion!
Mathematics Project.
Art Assignment.

Horrible.

SUNDAY MORNING. (Today)
Dad says our car is not available at the moment.
And how the heck Am I gonna get to the Mosque?
Yeah, didn't attend Religious Class today.

So, woke up around 12plus and had my breakfast/lunch.
Start my day by doing the laundries, then washed my school
shoe and then wash-up. Then do the laundries again.
Cleaned my room and then finally start on my homework.
Went to Afee's house to take my book. Did homework
then ironed school Uniforms. Already 8pm.

TIRED.

Today, I let the truth out to that someone.
I guess the both of us agreed to go out own ways.
I had my reasons and maybe he had his. Idk.
Irah, don't lie to your heart no more alright?
It won't do any good, but worst.

Chelsea made my day yeserday night.
My Frank Lampard scored 2 goals for Chelsea
and Kalou scored the last goal for that match.
chelsea 3 Huddersfield town 1
HUAHUAHUAHUA.

Liverpool spoilt my sister's day yesterday.
Even worst, her Alonso got injured.
HUAHUAHUAHUAHUA.

MANU, I know they did well.
Brother is happy. Dani is happy as well.
conferm Luqman happy.
ok dah diam.

Will be going for band Practice tmr. Looking forward la!
Good thing that we got to play When You Believe for the
finale with the Choir singing. Yes ahhhhh. Aku HAPPY.

Saturdays Rehearsal was tiring.
I thought there will be just a run through.
After the whole rehearsal have complete, Ms Thia
said there will be 5 minutes break and then all performer
will gather back in the hall and we'll have the second run.
WTH.

While waiting for the bands turn,
I fell asleep next to my junior, Huei Xin.
Wahh, daymn daymn sleepy seh. Then woke up
and went to the toilet. Then the Band Room then
went back to the hall where Khatijah just ended her
song. Kyle went missing while DD just went on playing.

Band played fine.

Have to clip up my fringe & feelers for the concert.
MIss Yati HATES my hair style and I knew it. Haiz.
The look in her face shows she hates it alot. Well, it's not
only me who have our fringes covering our eyes and
feelers at the sides. C'mon. Haiz.

Well, will be clipping all of it up, I don't wish to be bar
from performing. Haiz.










Friday, February 15, 2008

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10 months waiting and counting.

Hello lovely readers!
Yeah, change the layout to a simple one.
Background is temporary, will be changing.
Just tolerate with this mess yeah.

Time check: 11.30pm
Date:15 febuary 2008
Mood: Sleepy. miserable still.

God, I wonder how my mood swing gonna be tmr.
Hopefully, it's gonna be just fine for the rehearsal.
Need to focus and concentrate as band isn't playing
well for now. My oh my.

You know what readers, I hate Singtel prepaid card.
Topped up my card last Tuesday and bamp, left with 40cents
today! Free Incoming Calls, but they deduct about 80cents
everyday! And more deduction made. Fed-up.
Daddy gonna top up for me tonight. ah gerek.

There'll be free dinner tmr night.
I guess I'm not going. There's more suitable people
that can attend this free dinner thingy. Although it's
about 3people per section? ermm, nevermind.
Mom's cooking anyways. haha.

Dear Diary made got me addicted to Saosin;You're not alone.
Well, have been listening to it since ages but didn't tried putting
it on my blog, so yeah. That's saosin rocking your stereo right now :)
AOH AOH.

Again, Miss Lee makes me scared.
Well, not literally Miss Lee, but the way she say
that I didn't do well. Well, I did badly to be exact.
HOW COULD IT BE MAN. Unbelieveable.
Irah irah, grrrr.

English, some people said I have good English.
But I don't. Prove, just look out for my English common test result.
Mr Gareth said the class did badly, and the highest, Al-Zulkarnaen who
scored the average. As in, just pass. If the Highest is a 'just passed'
what about the rest? daymn right? rightttt.

And after school today made me mad.
Chase after some students for homework and telling
them that they will be going for detention on Monday if
homework were not handed in to me today.
And some of them still got the bloody guts to say
' lazy ah, nehmind ah, go detention'

Waste my effort and time to chase after you people.
ughs. It's not my lost anyways. =.=

Al, eventhough you got the highest, you don't need to
trouble the whole class. Breaking a window pane for playing
BASKETBALL in class is definitely a serious case in school.
I suppose. Miss Lee gonna be dissapointed, angry, sad .
Haiz.

So I guess the whole of 3N2 will have to pay.
Hopefully it's cheap. Class fund ain't alot ya know.
ALot of things need to pay up and it's a huge pressure fer me.
I have no idea how to asked more from mom & dad.

-$36 bugs bunny for Aesthetic Night concert tix.
-$s.60 for School diary.
-$4.10 for Physics Book.
-more $ for class fund.
-more money for future band fund.
- Money for class photo.
MORE MORE MORE.

School is a place where education takes place, not collecting
bilions of money from student. Well, nothing comes for free.

Will be meeting Q and Mimi tmr morning around 6.55am
for Aesthetic Night rehearsal.
And I'm not even asleep. Irah, you're killing yourself.
Really.

Have not been having good night sleep for a week due to
the revision for the common test everynight. And woke up
at 6am the next day. It's hard, real hard.

I guess I'll be dead by next week.
I don't think I'll be attending school next week.
EXHAUSTED FOR YOUR INFORMATION.

Hais.

Goodnight people.

AMY WINEHOUSE IRRITATES ME.






Sorry matey, I don't think I can accept that gift from you & I don't know why.

Hello readers.
My uniform right now is seriously crumpled thanks to me!
Lied down on fee's bed to do some maths project. One Missed Call is a bore.

Helped Fee to choose her clothes to a performance,
then end up, she chose herself. wth.

Nini scare me most eventhough she's very very very small.
Screamed as she jumps on the bed while I'm on it. Then I went out
while Fee tried getting her out of the room. Alot of things happened
and even the mom laughed. Haiz. Big size, but scared of cats.
Irah, what an idiot.

Going home pretty soon actually.
Very tired and sleepy.

oh shooot,
Did'nt went for band today.
Wasnt feeling that good.
And now I have no idea what to wear for tmr's
rehearsal. DAMMIT. shit shit shitass.
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Maybe my heart can't open up to others.
Maybe I've locked that someone in it and have thrown
the key into the sea. I know what I'm doing now sucks.
I don't know what to do. To the current one, I'm sorry
but you ain't the one for me. I'm really sorry. I ain't using you,
but I can't lie to myself, my heart. It hurts me for being with
someone whom I'm not in love with. Bustard I am right, yeah.
I'm sorry. really sorry.

This sucky feelings kept on lingering around me and
disturbing me. Alot. Call me idiot for still waiting for Arif,
call me pompan tak tau malu and stuff. I'm fine with it people.
Cause the truth is, I will wait for HIM even if it takes me
my whole lifetime. You mentioned, love will only begin after
your O level. Alright then. But I know there's someone else you like.
Well, not someone else, but someone. And I'm hurt knowing that.

this feelings sucks. What the hell.
And Silas, now I really really understand how you felt
when that incident happened. You know, I know.
It's okay now. And yeah, no point talking about the past.
MISERABLE LAH SEH.

Okay Irah, shut the fooook up.
Enough of this, NO ONE CARES.
EVERYBODY HATE IT.
ughs.

Besides THAT,
Derek made me cry. aing.
She Fan made me cry. aing.
Whats up with chinese hunks nowadays?
HAHAHAHA.

MOOD: MISERABLE
really.


Thursday, February 14, 2008

First of all, Happy Valentine's Day to all the lovebirds.


It's been ages since I've updated.
So let's recap on everything I've done this past few
days in school and stuff.

School fine, Common Test are officially over today!
But for those who takes BIOLogy, good luck tmr! :)
Finally, I won't be struggling every night trying hard
to memorize formulas, definitions and all! phew, what a relief.

Maths test was definitely a huge SIGH for me.
Even Miss Lee was kinda dissapointed with my results.
Kept on giving me that look everything she said she's
dissapointed. Sorry Miss Lee, I've tried my best, really.
I know I've been getting fullmarks and a 17/20 for you test
but, I don't know what happened to me during Common test.
Peer pressure? or nervous. I'm not sure. sigh sigh sigh.

School have been great like usual.
Looove coming to school but never love the morning part.
Shall not elaborate on that :)

Band have been great too!
Once I was interviewed and it was super scary.
Thanked god it's over! :)

Today, alot of great things happened but hey, I didn't ask for it.
There's one not so great thing happened too.

Dani Boy bought me the cutest bear in woodlands. hahahahahah.
Thankyou Dani boy! Appreciate it lots :)
A guy winked at me and gave me a flying kiss from far.
Someone you don't need to know :)

And the not so good thing is;
Was slightly late for school.
Miss Lee pinched me cause I took a handful of her lollipop. =.=
Was tired and wasn't in the best mood.

And someone who is suppose to be special in my life
irritates me most. grrrr. Thats why I'm different.

AHHHHH.

I'm mad, real mad.
I hate this, I was force to be in it.
I hate this, help me someone.
History repeats again and again.


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